I am heavily disturbed by the obscure ideas. Is there in any way I can abstract the concepts, put them in storage, and hope that I will understand them one day? It is very difficult, for me, to swallow the endless overwhelming information all at once.
My head is in the process of explosion. Why can't I just live a simple life? Maybe my mother was right - that path was/is/will never be easy. Now I totally get it, but it's applied in a different way. But yes, I would rather none of this had stirred up. Once you bring it out, you can never contain it under control.
I feel so tired. So out of place. I wish I am not a processor, selectively choosing exhausting objects and topics to wonder about. Give me a break, preferably one that never ends.
2010/02/20
My head is in the process of explosion. Why can't I just live a simple life? Maybe my mother was right - that path was/is/will never be easy. Now I totally get it, but it's applied in a different way. But yes, I would rather none of this had stirred up. Once you bring it out, you can never contain it under control.
I feel so tired. So out of place. I wish I am not a processor, selectively choosing exhausting objects and topics to wonder about. Give me a break, preferably one that never ends.
2010/02/20
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