Story | Excuses

I think I feel so annoyed by you is because you have things, opportunities, and fortune that I really want yet unable to obtain myself. I know I shouldn't envy, or even jealous, of you, as I have other things, opportunities, and fortune that you would never able to get... but at the split second I cannot stop myself from listening to your conversation with your photographer boyfriend, discussing about helping out at wedding party shoots.

I want to be a photographer. I want to be an illustrator. I want to be an artist. I want to be an architect. I want to be a film maker. I want to be everything I am yet, or not able, to be.


2010/05/24