Story | Melancholy

I was glad that you were back. However that was before I read further about your profile, stared at random picture of you standing behind the lecture speaking about your faith, and browsed through the videos you made to promote your religious group.

It really hurts to cut away myself from you, yet I foresee potentially larger troubles that will haunt me later. I do not want to endanger myself into insanity... despite the fact that I am still deeply attracted by your pretty facade.

But yeah, I said it myself. You are just a beautiful person at the visual level. Your faith, your soul, and your everything else... I am not sure if I am ready to handle them yet. Or the worse, we might be living in completely different universe.

Slice.


2011/05/28

Story | Crossing Fingers

I secretly hope you had deactivated your account temporary rather than blocking me as a friend. Life had been going downhill lately - out of school and negativity in work. I just was something good to hung onto. You, as a subject to be appreciated, is distant yet also very inspiring. I don't know you much, but I trust my instinct of being attracted by you. There must be something wonderful about you.

Time. I need more opportunities to get to know you. Maybe then my life will raise itself into prosperity. Everyone will be happy.


2011/05/27

Story | Twenty-four

I wish days can go back, to a time where there were less worries. Not that I have changed, but it seems things are growing more complex. Now, me, my body, and myself as whole, are more constrained and trapped with reality. Dreams are there, yet they seems to derive further away...

Is this aging? Or perhaps this is just a natural process every individual has to go through, the lost of time? I think I am starting to understand the preciousness of youth.

It is okay. You are still only twenty-four. The other body is only minus three.


2011/05/16

Story | Transformer

I laughed at you for overtly losing yourself through years in your relationship. But then who are not doing so? At least I know I do not have the qualification to look down upon you, as myself had undergone tremendous transformation over the past few years. Those changes, for better or for worse, were triggered with the indirectly influences from my multiple crushes and inspirational figures.

Well, I just hope you realize and believe your transformation is good and useful for self development. Please do not get too attached up to a point where you lose your true self, your personality, your character, and everything that you are. Positive influences are always great.


2011/05/15

Story | Pit

What would you do if you made a bad decision? Do you regret, or do you just simply cope til the end of the suffer?

Things are bitter. But it was my very own choice. I cannot blame anyone else, but myself for the making the wrong decision.

Perhaps this is karma. I have spend all my positive balance on school, fully enjoying what I was doing. But then again, today I learned that there are indecent cheap people in the world.

I guess I was just disappointed. I no longer have respect for this particular individual. However I do truly thank him for providing me this valuable experience.


2011/04/26