I did it. Once again. I accomplished what I had wanted, envisioning myself doing.
This time is self-destruction, some sort of depression. Permanently destroying my personality, my reputation, my connections, my everything. I had became this anti-social, pessimistic, mad, crazy harsh, negative person.
Well I guess things are not that bad yet - since at the moment I can still openly talk about it. I don't even know if this is good or bad.
Depression is hard to combat. It's a monster that kept on huanting you as soon as you are tiny winy bit down.
2010/04/27
This time is self-destruction, some sort of depression. Permanently destroying my personality, my reputation, my connections, my everything. I had became this anti-social, pessimistic, mad, crazy harsh, negative person.
Well I guess things are not that bad yet - since at the moment I can still openly talk about it. I don't even know if this is good or bad.
Depression is hard to combat. It's a monster that kept on huanting you as soon as you are tiny winy bit down.
2010/04/27
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